Sounds Like Psalms
I just went back and read some of my blogs. I sound bi-polar. One day, I'm lamenting the fact that I'm alone and angry (thanks for all the nice comments and email, btw); the next day, the sky is blue and birds are singing, I'm loved by my wife and daughters -- life couldn't be sweeter. Up one day; down the next.
This law of undulation keeps on undulating, and I'm just along for the ride. But I think there's something of the psalmist in these musings. In one passage, he's shouting at God for abandoning him; the next paragraph, he's bragging on God for never leaving him alone.
I suppose I'm in pretty good company, then.